PerspectiveI always knew I was annoying, I just never knew that was all I was. But now I know, thank you Joe. I guess that means I'm stupid, too, for not knowing that. Well yay, I'm not just annoying, I'm stupid too. I chase after people who have absolutely no interest in me, and I pretend to do it to others just because I thought it was fun. I think I'll just take a brake from "friends" now.
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Awaiting DeathAs I sit here, awaiting Death in all his glory, it's you I think of, You, my morning burst of energy, a ray of hope in bleakest night. Yet, false hope... a bitter truth of which I've chosen to be ignorant. Still I'll wait for you, till death I be released for the better. This slow torture of waiting for you to realize my infernal love of you. It pains me to know that my time is only wasted on you. For, though you've no other, you ignore me, a blind eye to my suffering. But, awaiting you, that is much better than awaiting DeathAwaiting Death
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Already Missing YouEven though near you I sit, I feel far away... There is a communication barrier between us that is unmoveable, unbreakable... But, I'll never give you up, Death will come for me before that... These feelings, stronger than a gale, are fatal, 'till now I've never felt them for anyone person. Maybe... I think this is the closest I've come to love since that time... All I know is that, maybe, someday, you'll be mine. Until then, I'm already missing you, though you're right next to me.Already Missing You
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Empty AffectionTime slows to a stand-still as I drop my head to let the tears flow freely, But the tears don't come... I try my hardest to feel sad, but I cant. Soon the pain of false affection subsides, And soon the wounds of the pangs of false sadness heal to scars that where never there. The connection I once thought I had had vanished long ago, But still I thought I would be sad. For a time my happiness seemed... strained...Empty Affection
But then I realized... I never loved her, And I say "'twas only a childish fling", But now, feelings that had been quelled by the unholy bitch begin to surface. I ha
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Shattering SilenceI drift into the darkness of my tortured soal, Crying silently as I slip closer to psychosis, Living in my own demented dream, Death would be a releasment, but I cannot die.Shattering Silence
Then I hear your voice, A caring, frightened voice, That shatters the silence, And awakes me from my slumber.
My Eyes flutter open, Only to see you dead beside me, And still I hear you, Screaming my already forgotten name.
Death would be a releasment, but I cannot die.
I drift back to my dream, And await the painfully slow psychosis. Allowing the shattered
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Me... against the worldThere are times that the world seems to be against me.Me... against the world
My family... my friends... even my self... I want to curl up in a little ball and hide in a hole, or dissapear from the face of the world completely.
My head throbs as words pierce the sheild I had built. The sharp voices hurt me... drive into my mind... I can not focus, not on life, not on death... Torn inbetween here and there, and not having anywhere.
My heart feels no pain, but cry like the rain... My tears are dry, but they leave trails down my face My eyes burn, yet they are as clear as day... everythi
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- Current Residence: Yakima
- Interests: Downloading Inuyasha or Writing
- Favourite movie: None
- Favourite band or musician: Every Little Thing
- Favourite genre of music: Japanese
- Favourite artist: Onesan
- Favourite poet or writer: Deasa
- Wallpaper of choice: Life style by~ Scarlet
- Favourite game: Final Fantasy (who doesn't like it?)
- Favourite gaming platform: PS2
- Favourite cartoon character: Sango and Kirara and Kagome
- Personal Quote: "Leave me alone or I'll stab you..."
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- Email: Tengokuchi@hotmail.com
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